Walking With Anticipatory Grief: Finding Presence With Our Animal

Sep 12

There’s a moment in every pet parent’s life when the bubble quietly bursts. The one where we hold onto the hope that our beloved companion will live forever. It’s not that we don’t know, deep down, that life has limits. But when the signs of aging show up, when a diagnosis is spoken aloud, or when the vet gently says, “We need to start preparing…” the world shifts…

Suddenly, you are walking with grief that hasn’t happened yet.

This is called anticipatory grief.

It’s tender, messy, and often overwhelming. One moment you may feel fear clawing at your chest, the next you’re swept into sadness… and then, out of nowhere, a deep wave of gratitude for every soft pawstep beside you. These emotions don’t arrive in a straight line. They swirl and collide, often leaving us exhausted and questioning whether we’re “doing it right.”

But here’s the truth:
There is no perfect way to walk this path. There is only the way that is yours, guided by love.

The Choice We Face

When we find ourselves in anticipatory grief, we often come to a crossroads:

Do we lean out and into fear, shutting down because it feels like too much?
Or do we lean in and toward love, toward presence, toward walking step by step with our animals, even when our hearts ache?

Leaning in doesn’t mean the pain disappears. It means we give ourselves permission to soften into the present moment instead of being swept away by what-ifs.

What Presence Really Means

Presence is not about pretending everything is fine.
Presence is about coming home to the moment you are in, as it truly is.

It might look like feeling your feet on the ground while your dog rests their head in your lap.
It might sound like noticing the rise and fall of your cat’s breath while they purr softly beside you.
It might mean letting the tears come without judgment and realizing your pet doesn’t need you to be perfect; they need you to be with them.

One gentle practice you can try:

Look slowly around the room you’re in.
Notice the shapes, perhaps start with rectangles: the window, a book, a picture frame.
As you notice them, you are changing your focus and you begin to breathe a little slower, and feel the weight of your body supported by the ground.

This simple act of orienting helps bring your mind and body back into the here and now back to presence.

How Presence Deepens the Bond

When words no longer feel needed, presence becomes the bridge.
It’s in the stillness, the quiet moments, the steady awareness that your energetic bond with your animal deepens beyond what you thought possible.

Love, after all, isn’t just an emotion, it’s an energy. And energy doesn’t end. The love you nurture in the present now becomes a thread that will carry forward, even after your animal has transitioned. It weaves into your cells, your breath, your heart, your memory. It becomes part of you. And really, it has always been you.

For the Journey Ahead

If you are in the thick of anticipatory grief right now, please know this:
You are not alone.
You don’t need to walk this path alone.

Yes, it’s messy. Yes, it asks you to be tender, real, and vulnerable. But step by step, presence becomes your guide, and you’ll discover that what you feared in your imagination was often far scarier than the truth of simply being beside your beloved animal, moment by moment.

An Invitation

This fall, I’ll be guiding pet parents in 'Embracing Deeper Connections: Moving Through Anticipatory Grief With Presence,' my final workshop of 2025. Together, we’ll explore these practices more deeply, learn how to navigate difficult emotions, and discover how presence can transform anticipatory grief into a space of love, clarity, and connection.

If you’d like to join us, the waitlist is open. The next workshops won’t return until 2026, so this is the last chance this year to walk this journey in community.

Join the EDC Waitlist Here

Because in the end, presence doesn’t erase grief. It walks hand in hand with it, bringing love, peace, and connection along the way.

If you’re in this space now, holding the weight of grief or feeling it approaching, please know: You don’t have to carry it alone.

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I offer compassionate, grief-informed support to help you walk this path with more presence, understanding, and love. Whether you’re in the early stages of anticipatory grief or navigating life after loss, there are gentle, grounded ways to reconnect with yourself and your beloved pet.

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This is a sacred journey you are on.